hey everyone!!

i have a new blog....it's on Myspace.

the URL is Myspace.com/thatsjusmystyle

i luv Bravejournal and alll..but all of my friends have a myspace and it is easier to keep in touch with them..sooo...if u'd like to stay in touch with me...or get in contact 4 the first time, you can go there and send me a message or somethin

ttyl

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I am SO not into my family nemore...My dad is never home, my oldest brother hardly keep in contact with us. My oldest sister, only contacts us MAYBE twice a year, and my mother is a completely crazy. This...is no exhaggiration. I know there are many ppl worse of than me, and i try 2 keep that in mind, but my family is drivin' me and my sister (the one closest in age to me) crazy! My mother has no job and is living with my grandmother, she's trying really hard to make it through life, she's going to college, she's trying to raise and family and i know its hard for her. And I feel like such a bad daughter saying this, but...I'm seriously tired of my family...not exactly my FAMILY more of my family's situation.

It all started a couple of years ago around 2001, when my mom had an affair wit some guy, my dad and her divorced. For a long time my dad had a chip on his shoulder b/c of this. He is working really late, he comes home every night between 10:30-11:00 PM, so we hardly get to spend time wit him. My mother is a complete wreck, i think she has a multi-personality disorder or is bi-polar or somethin b/c she goes from one extreme to the next, one minute she's happy and go lucky...the next, she feels like the whole world is against her!! I feel very bad about saying this, esp. when we have hit basically rock bottom that... i don't love my mother nemore...atleast not like a used to. These past couple of years, my sister Rhiannon has also been there for me, we cry on eachother's shoulders, and i have talked to her about more things than i have ever talked about with my closest friends. Rhi is the only one that understands me, and i understand her as well.

You're prolly wondering how this topic had come about?

Well..Rhi is very sick, we aren't sure what's wrong with her, but she's really sick. She has a dog named Shadow...he is VERY annoying, but she loves him to death. We don't have enough money to get our own house, so my dad is renting this converted garage that belongs to a friend of his, but he doesn't allow pets in the house. So we keep him outside. Well..tonight it has been raining, and Shadow is VERY scared of rain and thunderstorms so...he has been barking ALL DAY. Rhi asked my mom if she could come over and stay awhile, but my mom said no b/c she can't see the road in the dark. The next thing you know, about 10 mins. after my mom leaves the house, she calls Rhi and is very upset over something. She said she doesn't know why, but she's crying hysterically. My sister is very upset b/c she's ill and Shadow is annoying her like crazi and my mom is gettin' all mad and upset b/c my sister wasn't "empythizing" with her. ( i was upstairs the whole time, but i could here them talking) my mother was still very upset as was Rhi, they argued over something...im not quite sure of...but i heard enuff to understand a few things. My sister got angry, and hung up the phone, screaming and crying in frustration! I had never seen her like this...and since Rhi is the only person that i really, really, really care about (dont get me wrong i luv my fam, but u guys kno what im talkin' bout) so I'm naturally going to defend her anyway i can.

I don't want to say anymore, cuz now that things are dying down, I am not as angry anymore...so there is no point in ranting any further lol...thanks for listenin' guys. I appreciate it

I have been in a very "french" mood lately. I love french class SO much...i was wondering around tfou.fr (some french tv show...i think its for kids..like nickelodeon and the disney channel) but anywho...i came across this band called linkup...their music is pretty ok...I don't have a link to their site or a music sample but I got a picture lol

 

They are sorta popish..sorta r&b..but they are pretty good. But the one french singer I am SOOO into right now is Nadiya and Kayliah ( her voice is like woah!)

you can listen to Kayliah's song Quand une fille est love @ her site Kayliah.com...Nadiya's site is under construction..but you might be able to browse around tfou.fr to find a song or something

I had a really great day. I walked home with a couple of guys and after that, i just kinda chilled around the house for a while. I ain't updatin my story *Untitled* The Sequel lately, but it's gettin really good...right now, Liz is, of course, still pregnant with Taj's baby. And Taj is living in Bakersfield, CA, but is staying with Liz while him and his brothers record. THEN...this is the REAL cool part, Taj joins the Chinese Mafia! LOL!...I'm so excited...It's gonna be great :)!

We had a half day 2day...and I had no idea until our last period.

It was an okay day though, I hung out with some friends, had some pop (coca-cola). I cleaned the kitchen today, my family neglects the kitchen like nobody's business...NOBODY likes doin' the dishes or moppin the floor, but I did all those things 2day without bein asked...aren't I just an angel?

My teacher called my dad today, because I didn't do my assignment perfectly...my dad got real mad...in fact, I'm not supposed to be on the computer, but no one is home right now, and I already did my homework and stuff. Besides, the whole cleanin' up the kitchen was kinda a chance for me 2 suck up 2 my dad lol.

I just made this new website/forum...it's updated weekly and is always under improvement, but i think it's pretty decent, so if you're a 3T fan....CLICK HERE

Hey everyone!

I am finally able to post...I've been working on a website lately so that has consumed most of my time. We had a substitute today, so there are ppl goin hectic in Computer Class...ppl are playin music and goin to websites they aren't supposed to lol...but not the websites u thinkin..those are blocked...i would know b/c ive tried lol My sequel 2 *Untitled* isn't going so well...aren't sequels always like that? The 2nd one isn't ever as good as the 1st...cept Rush Hour 2...I thought it was better than the first.

I had a fight wit my mom today *rolls eyes* we got REAL into it...but, thats all i wanna say. I'm so glad I only have 2 more periods and then its the WEEKEND!!! YAYUH!

The first chapter of the Sequal to *Untitled* has just been written.

For those of you who have read the story already...the sequal is PACKED with more drama, more romance, more of everything you loved about the first *Untitled*

Liz is now the main character instead of Taj. She and Taj have broken up (as you've known from the first *Untitled*) and she's pregnant with his baby. Taj and Liz have remained close friends, and suddenly..she begans to have dreams...or rather, preminictions of her and Taj getting back together. They come true, but to a certain point, it seems as though in every preminiction, SHE is the one to make the first move...in the first chapter, she wakes up to her phone ringing..she answers it, taj is downstairs outside of the door, she lets him in and they go into her kitchen, as he is eating cereal, she takes the bowl from him and kisses him...they began to get into it, but then she wakes up. The phone is ringing...she answers it...and Taj is downstairs at the door. HAHA...i love it! lol

Yay 4 Me!!

I finished my 3T fanfiction *Untitled* You can download it here:  http://savefile.com/files.php?fid=2374951 

Chapters are rated "PG-13"

Forgive me for the typos and grammar errors, I haven't been able to edit it yet.

Hope you enjoy it

 

While I am on the subject of the Jackson....or..sorta on that subject lol..

I'm so glad Michael is doing ok...he looks so healthy! I'm praying for you and your family everyday, Mike 

Another update!!  YEEHAW! lol

This time...i went with a ginuwine, differences theme............im diggin this WAY more than 2 fast and 2 furious one.

Today is friday...so yippie to that!

I had a really good day today!

I didn't feel very cute 2day, but it was a good day anyways. I have been fooling around on my computer since i got home, i think my computer is my best friend lol I'm a bit bummed that im not gonna be able 2 go 2 homecoming but i hope whom ever wins Homecoming king and queen deserve it. There is this one girl who's running that a lot of people don't like. I don't no her, so im not gonna judge.

I'm so excited that I'm writing again, I had sort of fell off the writing wagon and stopped writing. But now, that's all changed. I guess I had to just have the right inspiration. It was the band 3T.

We are ALMOST done moving, my mom has a few more stuff to put in storage and then......yay we'll B done!!!

well...im gonna go

c ya'll laterz!

UPDATES!

Do you all like me new theme?!

I absolutely LOVE 2 Fast 2 Furious...it's SOOO way better than Fast and the Furious!

OMG...I'm such a dork...I have been repeating a sample of Waiting for Love by 3T on my computer...I desperatly need to get the Men and Black Soundtrack (Waiting for Love is on that soundtrack) or I think I might explode lol

Well...I OFFICIALLY have no date for the homecoming dance ...like I could go anyway, my dad doesn't get paid for another 2weeks!